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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    5:54 pm
    @@@@@"The mothers and widows are
    @@@@@"The mothers and widows are the
    easiest,
    and there's more of them than anything elseThey don't blink an eye
    when my boys tell them that the Confederate Veterans are putting up
    monuments on all the battlefields, and they empty out those
    mattresses
    quicker than you can say 'Abe Lincoln' to pay for their boy's name to
    be carved in the marble It was worse than Scarlett could have
    imagined"You sly old fox, Bill, that's pure genius!" Amos
    exclaimed, and the men in the group laughed more loudly than before
    Scarlett felt ú as if she were going to be sickNonexistent railroads
    and gold mines had never concerned her, but the mothers and widows
    Bill
    Weller was cheating were her own peopleHe might be sending his
    men
    right now to Beatrice Tarleton, or Cathleen Calvert, or Dimity Munroe,
    or any other woman in Clayton County who had lost a son or a brother
    or
    a husbandHer voice cut through the laughter like a knife"That's
    the most low-down, filthy story I ever heard in my lifeYou disgust
    me, Bill ú WellerAll of you disgust meWhat do you know about
    Southerners-about decent people anywhere? You've never had a
    decent
    thought or done a decent thing in all your lives!" She pushed with
    hands outstretched through the thunderstruck men and women who
    had
    gathered around Weller, then ran, rubbing her hands on her skirts to
    wipe off the stain of having touched themThe dining room and the
    glittering silver dishes of elaborate food were in front of her; her
    gorge rose at the mixed smells of rich, greasy sauces and spattered
    spittoonsShe saw in her mind the lamplit table at the Fontaines',
    the simple meal of home-cured ham and home-made corn bread and
    home-grown greensShe belonged with them; they were her people,
    not
    these vulgar, trashy, flashy women and menScarlett turned to face
    Weller and hisgroup"That's what you areGet out of my house, get out of my sight, you make me sick!"
    Mamie Bart made the mistake of trying to soothe her"Come on,
    honey-"
    she said, holding out her jewelled handScarlett recoiled before she
    could be touched
    "Especially you, you greasy sow"Well, I never," Mamie Bart's voice
    quavered"I'm damn well not going to put up with being talked to like
    thisI wouldn't stay if you begged me on your knees, Scarlett
    Butler A shoving, angry stampede began, and in less than ten
    minutes
    the rooms were empty of everything except the debris left behind
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    5:59 pm
    @@@@@ “Forget respect, bello ragazzoThe rules
    @@@@@
    “Forget respect, bello ragazzoThe rules are different in this houseCome on over and make
    good love to me
    The young man got up from the chair and walked over to the couch
    Marie sat in the back of the plane drinking coffee from a plastic cup, trying desperately to recall
    every place—every hiding and resting place—she and David had used thirteen years agoThere
    were the rock-bottom cafés in Montparnasse, the cheap hotels as well; and a motel—where was
    it?—ten miles outside of Paris, and an inn with a balcony in Argenteuil where David—Jason—first
    told her he loved her but could not stay with her because he loved her—the goddamned ass! And
    there was the Sacré-Coeur, far up on the steps where Jason—David—met the man in a dark alley
    who gave them the information they needed—what was it, who was he?
    “Mesdames et messieurs,” came the voice over the flight deck’s loudspeaker“Jesuis votre
    capitaine“The pilot continued first in French, then he and his crew repeated the in
    formation in English, German, Italian and, finally with a female interpreter, in Japanese“We
    anticipate a very smooth flight to MarseillesOur estimated flight time is seven hours and fourteen
    minutes, landing on or before schedule at six o’clock in the morning, Paris time
    The moonlight outside bathed the ocean below as Marie StJacques Webb looked out the
    windowShe had flown to San Juan, Puerto Rico, and taken the night flight to Marseilles, where
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    208
    French immigration was at best a mass of confusion and at worst intentionally laxAt least that was
    the way it was thirteen years ago, a time she was reenteringShe would then take a domestic flight
    to Paris and she would find himAs she had done thirteen years ago, she would find himShe had
    to! As it had been thirteen years ago, if she did not, the man she loved was a dead man
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    209
    21
    Morris Panov sat listlessly in a chair by a window looking out over the pasture of a farm
    somewhere, he assumed, in MarylandHe was in a small second-floor bedroom dressed in a
    hospital nightshirt, his bare right arm confirming the story he knew only too wellHe had been
    drugged repeatedly, taken up to the moon, in the parlance of those who usually administered such
    narcoticsHe had been mentally raped, his mind penetrated, violated, his innermost thoughts and
    secrets brought chemically to the surface and exposed
    The damage he had done was incalculable, he understood that; what he did not understand was
    why he was still aliveEven more perplexing was why he was being treated so deferentiallyWhy
    was his guard with the foolish black mask so courteous, the food plentiful and decent? It was as if
    the present imperative of his captivity was to restore his strength—profoundly sapped by the
    drugs—and make him as comfortable as possible under the extraordinarily difficult circumstances
    Why?
    The door opened and his masked guard walked in, a short heavyset man with a rasping voice
    Panov placed somewhere in the northeastern United States or possibly Chica
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    6:02 pm
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    "Have you had your pain pills?"
    134
    "ActuallyI'm stepping down on those a little
    morePlan on getting off them entirely in January
    That's my New Year's resolution
    "Daddy, that's wonderful!"
    "Although New Year's resolutions are made to be
    brokenYou do what you say you're going to do"That's one of the things Mom never
    liked about youI think it makes her watch omega jealous
    "Hon, the divorce is just something that happened
    Don't go picking sides, okay?"
    "Well, I'll tell you something else that's
    happening," Ilse saidHer lips had thinned down
    "Since she's been out in Palm Desert, she's seeing
    an awful lot of this guy down the streetShe says
    it's just coffee and sympathy - because Max lost
    his father last year, and Max really likes logo louis vuitton Grampy,
    and blah-blah-blah - but I see the way she looks
    at him and Icare for it!" Now her
    lips were almost gone, and I thought she looked
    eerily like her motherThe thought that came with
    this was oddly comforting: I think she'll be all
    rightI think if this holy Jones boy jilts her,
    she'll still be okay
    135
    I could see my rental car, but Jack would be
    awhile yetThe gucci for sale pickup traffic was stop-and-goI
    leaned my crutch against my midsection and hugged
    my daughter, who had come all the way from
    California to see me"Go easy on your mother,
    okay?"
    "Don't you even care that-"
    "What I mostly care about these days is that you
    and Melinda are happy
    There were circles under her eyes and I could see
    that, young or not, all the oyster rolex traveling had tired
    her outI thought she'd sleep late tomorrow, and
    that was fineIf my feeling about her boyfriend
    was right - I hoped it wasn't but thought it was -
    she had some sleepless nights ahead of her in the
    year to come
    Jack had made it as far as the Air Florida
    terminal, which still gave us some time"Do you
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    6:02 pm
    @@@@@ He grunted in approval I guessed this was
    @@@@@
    He grunted in approval
    I guessed this was the reason he'd stolen the gunThey couldn't stop us from a distance without
    it
    It took about an hour moreI was slowing then, and so was heMy mouth burned for water
    I'd never looked up from the ground, so it startled me when he put his hand over my eyesI
    faltered, and he pulled us to a walkJust ahead…”
    He left his hand over my eyes and tugged me forwardI heard our footsteps echo off something
    The desert wasn't as flat here
    His hand disappeared
    It was nearly as dark as it was with him covering my eyesIf I
    turned around, I would be able to see out of it
    The jeep faced into the darknessIt looked just the same as I remembered it, this vehicle I had
    never seenI swung myself over the door into the seat
    Jared was in his seat alreadyHe leaned over and tied the blindfold over my eyes againI held
    still to make it easier
    The noise of the engine scared meIt seemed too dangerousThere were so many people who
    shouldn't find us now
    We moved in reverse briefly, and then the wind was blasting my faceThere was a funny sound
    behind the jeep, something that didn't fit Melanie's memo
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    5:54 pm
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    balenciaga handbag,chanel clutch,daytona rolex,fendi b,Cartier tank@@@@@He grits a cigarette butt into powder with his foot
    All right, we're in a war, men, the speaker says, we gotta fight for the country, but we don't want to be forgettin' our private enemiesHe pounds the speaker's table over which a flag with a cross is spreadThere's the foreign element we got to get rid of, that are conspiring to take over the countryThere are cheers from the hundred men seated in camp chairsWe balenciaga handbag gotta stick together, or we'll be havin' our women raped, and the Red Hammer of Red Jew Fascist Russia WILL BE SMASHING YOUR DOOR DOWN
    That's tellin' him, the man next to Gallagher saysGallagher feels a pleasurable fury forming in him
    Who takes away your jobs, who tries to sneak up on your wives and your daughters and even your mothers 'cause they wouldn't stop at nothing, who's out to get YOU and YOU 'cause chanel clutch you ain't a Red and a Jew, and you don' wanta bow down before a filthy goddam no-good Communist who don't respect the Lord's name, and would stop at nothing
    Let's kill them! Gallagher shrieksHe is shaking with excitement
    That's it, men, we're gonna clean up on 'em, after the war we're really gonna have an organization, I got telegrams here from our com-pat-riots, patriots as well as friends, and they're all daytona rolex stickin' with us
    You're all in on the ground floor, men, and those of ya that are goin' into the Army gotta learn to use your weapons so that afterwardYou get the idea, menWe ain't licked, we're gettin' bigger all the time
    When the meeting is over, Gallagher drifts into a barThe dry throat, the painful tension in his chestAs he drinks, his rage diffuses and he grows sullen and bitter
    They're always cheatin' ya fendi b at the last minute, he says to the man beside himThey had come out of the meeting together
    That's all it is, it's a goddam mother-fuggin plot, and they ain't gonna break me, I'm gonna get out on top
    On the way home he slips in a puddle, and wets his pant leg up to his hipFug you, he roars at the pavementPlot, always fuggin a guy, well, you ain't gonna get me
    He lurches into his flat, and pitches off his Cartier tank overco
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    5:54 pm
    @@@@@ "Miss Eleanor, please forgive me," she
    @@@@@
    "Miss Eleanor, please forgive me," she heard a new voice say
    Scarlett turned and drew in a sharp breathThere was a girl in the
    doorway, a young girl with shining brown hair that grew in a widow's
    peak above her soft brown eyes"I'm so sorry to be late," the girl
    continuedHer voice was soft, a little breathlessShe was wearing a
    brown dress with white linen collar and cuffs and an old-fashioned
    bonnet covered in brown silkShe looks for all the world like Melanie
    when I first knew her, Scarlett thoughtLike a soft little brown
    birdCould she be a cousin? I never heard the Hamiltons had any kin
    in Charleston"You're not late at all, Anne," said Eleanor Butler
    "Come have some tea, you looked chilled to the bone Anne smiled
    gratefully"The wind is picking up, and the clouds are coming in
    fastI believe I beat the rain by only a few steps Good
    afternoon, Miss Emma, Miss Sally, Margaret, MrCooperShe stopped,
    her
    lips parted, her eyes on ScarlettI don't think
    we've met Eleanor Butler hurried to the girl's
    sideShe was holding a steaming cup
    "How barbaric of me," she exclaimed"I was so busy with the tea that
    I forgot that of course you don't know Scarlett, my daughter-in-law
    Here, Anne, drink this at onceYou're white as a ghost Scarlett,
    Anne is our expert on the Confederate HomeShe graduated from the
    school last year, and now she's teaching the
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    5:58 pm
    @@@@@“To your left, Doctor,” Holland saidThe
    @@@@@“To your left, Doctor,” Holland saidThe hallway
    was a glistening pristine white, antiseptic in its way, which was altogether proper, as this
    underground complex was a highly sophisticated medical centerIt was devoted not only to the
    healing of men and women, but also to the process of breaking them down, crippling their
    resistance so that information might be revealed, truths learned that could prevent the penetration of
    high-risk operations, frequently saving lives as a result
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    241
    They entered a room that was in stark contrast to the antiseptic quality of the fluorescent-lit
    hallwayThere were heavy armchairs and soft indirect lighting, a coffee urn on a table with cups
    and saucers; newspapers and magazines were folded neatly on other tables, all the comforts of a
    lounge designed for those waiting for someone or somethingFrom an inner door a man in a white
    medical jacket appeared; he was frowning, looking uncertain
    “Director Holland?” he said, approaching Peter, extending his handNeedless to say, we didn’t expect you
    “I’m afraid it’s an emergency and hardly one of my choosingMay I introduce you to DrMorris
    Panov—unless you know him?”
    “Of him, of course Walsh again extended his hand“A pleasure, Doctor, also a privilege
    “You may take both back before we’re finished, DoctorMay we talk privately?”
    “Certainly The two men disappeared through the inner door
    “Shouldn’t you go with them?” asked Conklin, looking at Peter
    “Why not you?”
    “Goddamn it, you’re the directorYou should insist!”
    “You’re his closest friend
    “I don’t have any clout here
    “Mine disappeared when Mo dismissed usCome on, let’s have some coffeeThis place gives
    me the proverbial creeps Holland went to the table with the coffee urn and poured two cups
    “How do you like it?”
    “With more milk and sugar than I’m supposed to h
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    6:02 pm
    @@@@@ The jeep pulled forwardThe sound changed
    @@@@@
    The jeep pulled forwardThe sound changed and echoed as he found his cover
    “Okay, Wanda, everything's fine
    I already had the pack on my shouldersI got out of the jeep carefully, not sure where the wall
    wasJared caught my searching hands
    “Up you go,” he said, and lifted me over his shoulder again
    I wasn't as secure as beforeHe used only one arm to hold meThe other must have had the
    gun
    But I was worried enough to be grateful for it when I heard the running footsteps approaching
    “Jared, youidiot! ” Kyle shouted“What were you thinking?”
    “Ease up, Kyle,” Jeb said
    “Is she hurt?” Ian demanded
    “Get out of my way,” Jared said, his voice calmWanda's in perfect shape, but
    she insisted on being blindfoldedHow is Jamie?”
    “Hot,” Jeb said
    “Wanda's got what we need He was moving fast now, sliding downhill
    “She's fine where she is
    “I'm really okay,” I told Ian, my voice bouncing with Jared's movement
    Uphill again, a steady jog despite my weightI could hear the others running with us
    I knew when we were through to the main cavern–the angry hiss of voices swelled around us,
    turning into a clamor of sound
    “Out of my way,” Jared roared over their voices
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    5:54 pm
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    He had known it was dangerous to rest the troops for a week, but it was a gamble he had had to take while he finished the road, and it had boomerangedThe shock cut deeply into the General's confidenceThe process at most times was unbelievable to him, and he was suffering the amazement and terror of a driver who finds his machine directing itself, starting and halting when it desiresHe had heard of this, military lore was filled with such horror tales, but he had never imagined it quilted chanel bag would happen to himFor five weeks the troops had functioned like an extension of his own bodyAnd now, apparently without cause, or at least through causes too intangible for him to discover, he had lost his sensitive controlNo matter how he molded them now the men always collapsed into a sodden resistant mass like dishrags, too soft, too wet to hold any shape which might be given themAt night he would lie sleepless on his cot, suffering an almost unbearable frustration; there were times when he was burning with the impotence of his rageOne night he had lain for hours like an epileptic emerging from a coma, his hands clasping and unclasping wallet chanel endlessly, his eyes staring fixedly at the dim outlines of the ridgepole of his tentThe power, the intensity of the urges within himself, inexpressible, balked, seemed to course through his limbs, beating in senseless fury against the confines of his bodyThere was everything he wanted to control, everything, and he could not direct even six thousand menEven a single man had been able to balk him
    He had made furious efforts for a time, launched that attack, had kept the troops patrolling constantly, but deep inside himself, unadmitted, he was becoming frightenedA new attack on which he had had Major Dalleson and the G-3 staff working for days had black chanel tote been called off several times alreadyAlways there had been good superficial reasons -- a large shipment of supplies was due from a few Liberty ships in a day or two, or else he felt it tnore advisable to capture first some minor features of land which might seriously impede the attackBut actually he was afraid; failure now would be fatalHe had expended too much on that first attack, and if this one foundered, weeks and possibly months would accrue before a third major drive could be initiatedBy that time he would be replaced
    His mind had become dangerously lassitudinous, and his body had been troubled for some time by a painful diarrheaIn an black gucci watch effort to scour his ailment he had had officers' mess suffer the most rigid inspections, but despite the new standards of cleanliness his diarrhea continuedIt was acutely difficult now to conceal his annoyance with the most insignificant details, and it was affecting everything about himHot wet days sloughed past, and the officers in headquarters snapped at each other, had petty quarrels and cursed the unremitting heat and rainNothing seemed to move in all the cramped choked spaces of the jungle, and it developed an attitude in which no one expected anything to moveThe division was going subtly and inevitably to pot, and he felt powerless to gucci gucci alte
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    5:54 pm
    @@@@@ Rhett's big hands clenched "I should
    @@@@@
    Rhett's big hands clenched
    "I should strangle you, ScarlettThe world would be a better
    place
    e questioned her for almost an hour, until she was drained of
    everything she'd heard"Very well," he said then, "we'll leave
    tomorrow as soon as the tide turns He walked to a door and threw it
    open"Good," he said, "the sky is clearIt'll be an easy run
    Past his silhouette Scarlett could see the night skyThere was a
    three-quarter moonThen she saw the mist from
    the
    river that covered the ground outsideThe moonlight made it white,
    and for a confused moment she wondered if it had snowedA billow of
    mist enveloped Rhett's feet and ankles, then dissipated into the room
    He closed the door and turnedWithout the moonlight, the room
    seemed
    very dark until a match flared, illuminating Rhett's chin and nose from
    belowHe touched it to a lamp wick, and she could see his face
    Scarlett ached with longing
    He put the glass chimney on the lamp and held it high
    There's a bedroom upstairs where you can sleep It was not nearly as
    primitive as the room downstairsThe tall four-post bed had a thick
    mattress and fat pillows and a bright woolen blanket over its crisp
    linen sheetsScarlett didn't look at the other furnishingsShe let
    the blanket fall from her shoulders and climbed the set of steps beside
    the bed to burrow under the covers
    He stood over her a moment before he left the roomShe listened to
    his footsteps
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    6:07 pm
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    Bourne picked up the glass, his eyes straying to the Soviet field officer who looked after
    Conklin, his brow lined, his expression curiously sad“You knew him before he lost his foot, didn’t
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    quick and so taken with ourselves, wanting so desperately to live up to the images we envisioned
    for ourselvesIt was all so long agoWe were both terribly good, you knowHe was actually better
    than me, but don’t you ever tell him I said soHe always saw the broader picture, the longer road
    than I sawIt was the gucci women watch Russian in him, of course
    “Why do you use the word ‘adversary’?” asked Jason“It’s so athletic, as if you’d been playing
    a gameWasn’t he your enemy?”
    Krupkin’s large head snapped toward Bourne, his eyes glass, not warm at all“Of course he was
    my enemy, MrBourne, and to clarify the picture for you, he still is my enemyDon’t, I beg you,
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    so as to go forth and sin again despite my belief, but I do believeMy grandfathers and
    grandmothers were hanged—hanged, sir—for stealing chickens from a Romanov prince’s estate
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    368
    Few, if any, of my ancestors were ever given the privilege of the most rudimentary schooling,
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    8:48 pm
    @@@@@Soon I would be placed under a microscope
    @@@@@Soon I
    would be placed under a microscope and studiedIn
    the other room, the message endedWireman cursed
    and played it againThe
    time I'd spent on the beach before Wireman came
    along was missingThat part of my memory was as
    blank as my early hospital stay after my accident
    I took a final handful of cereal, crammed it into
    my mouth, and swallowedIt stuck in my throat,
    and that was goodI hoped it would
    choke me
    I went shuffle-limping back into the living room
    Wireman was standing beside the answering machine,
    wide-eyedwhat in God's name - ?"
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    "One of the paintings," I said, and kept on
    shufflingNow that I had something in my stomach,
    I wanted some more oblivionIf only for a little
    whileOnly it was more than wanting, actually; it
    was needingI had broken the broomhandlethen
    Wireman came alongWhat was in the ellipsis? I
    didn't know
    I decided I didn't want to know?"
    "Mary Ire bought oneI'm sure it was one from the
    Girl and Ship seriesAnd she took it with herWe
    should have knownWireman, I
    need to lie downTwo hours, okay?
    Then wake me and we'll go to the south endI don't expect you to
    a
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    6:00 pm
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    “No, I am sure you are too goodYou will be kinder than Mary
    37
    Jane Austen
    You will allow for the doubts of youth and inexperienceI am of a
    cautious temper, and unwilling to risk my happiness in a hurry
    Nobody can think more highly of the matrimonial state than myself
    I consider the blessing of a wife as most justly described in those
    discreet lines of the poet—’Heaven’s last best giftGrant, you see how he dwells on one word, and
    only look at his smileI assure you he is very detestable; the Admiral’s
    lessons have quite spoiled him
    “I pay very little regard,” said MrsGrant, “to what any young
    person says on the subject of marriageIf they profess a disinclination
    for it, I only set it down that they have not yet seen the right
    personGrant laughingly congratulated Miss Crawford on feeling no
    disinclination to the state herself
    “Oh yes! I am not at all ashamed of itI would have everybody
    marry if they can do it properly: I do not like to have people throw
    themselves away; but everybody should marry as soon as they can
    do it to advantage
    38
    Mansfield Park
    CHAPTER V
    THE YOUNG PEOPLE were pleased with each other from the firstOn
    each side there was much to attract, and their acquaintance soon
    promised as early an intimacy as good manners would warrantMiss
    Crawford’s beauty did her no disservice with the Miss BertramsThey
    were too handsome themselves to dislike any woman for being so
    too, and were almost as much charmed as their brothers with her
    lively dark eye, clear brown complexion, and general prettinessHad
    she been tall, full formed, and fair, it might have been more of a trial:
    but as it was, there could be no comparison; and she was most allowably
    a sweet, pretty girl, while they were the finest young women in
    the country
    Her brother was not handsome: no, when they first saw him he
    was absolutely plain, black and plain; but still he was the gentleman,
    with a pleasing addressThe second meeting proved him not
    so very plain: he was plain, to be sure, but then he had so much
    countenance, and his teeth were so good, and he was so well made,
    that one soon forgot he was plain; and after a third interview, after
    dining in company with him at the Parsonage, he was no longer
    allowed to be called so by anybodyHe was, in fact, the most agreeable
    young man the sisters had ever known, and they were equally
    delighted with himMiss Bertram’s engagement made him in equity
    the property of Julia, of which Julia was fully aware; and before
    he had been at Mansfield a week, she was quite ready to be fallen in
    love with
    Maria’s notions on the subject were more confused and indistinct
    She did not want to see or understa
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    5:59 pm
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    "Rest a little," Goldstein said
    "They're gonna kill me," Wilson wailed
    "No one's gonna touch ya Ridges tried to restrain his arms but Wilson wrestled freeSweat laved his forehead again"Oh, man," he whimperedHe made an effort to slide off the litter but they forced him backHis legs kept twitching, and every few seconds he would begin to sit up and then groan, fall back cartier womens aga
    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
    6:29 pm
    @@@@@ was as terrible as all thatWhat they
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    wasn't minding their rulesI worked harder than any field hand-at
    making money, and caring about money isn't ladylikeNever mind
    that I
    was keeping Tara going and holding the aunts' heads above water and
    supporting Ashley and his family and paying for almost every piece of
    food on the table at Aunt Pitty's plus keeping the roof fixed and the
    coal bin filledThey all thought I shouldn't have dirtied my hands
    with the ledgers from the store or put on a smile when I sold lumber
    to
    the YankeesThere were plenty enough things I did that I shouldn't
    have done, but working for money wasn't one of them, and that's what
    they blamed me for mostNo, that's not quite itThey blamed me for
    being successful at it
    That and pulling Ashley back from breaking his neck flinging himself
    into the grave after MellyIf it had been the other way around, and
    I'd saved her at Ashley's burial, it would have been all right
    Hypocrites! What gives people whose whole life is a lie the right to
    judge me? What's wrong with working as hard as you can, and then
    more
    besides? Why is it so terrible to push in and stop disaster from
    happening to anyone, especially a friend? They were wrongHere in
    Ballyhara I worked as hard as I could, and I was admired for itI
    kept Uncle Daniel from losing hisfarm, and they started calling me The
    O'HaraThat's why being The O 'Hara makes me feel so strange and
    so
    happy all at the same timeIt's because The O'Hara is honored for all
    the same things that I've been thinking were bad all these yearsThe
    O'Hara would have stayed up late doing the books for the storeThe
    O'Hara would have grabbed Ashley away from the grave
    Fitzpatrick said? "You don't have to do anything, you only have to be
    what you are What I am is Scarlett O'Hara, who makes mistakes
    sometimes and does things right sometimes, but who never pretends
    any
    more to be what she's notI'm The O'Hara, and I'd never be called
    that if I was as bad as they make me out to be in AtlantaI'm not a saint, either, God knowsBut I'm willing to be
    different, I'm willing to be who I am, not pretend to be what I'm
    not
    I'm The O'Hara, and I'm proud of itIt makes me happy and whole
    Cat
    made a gurgling noise to indicate that she was awake, too, and ready
    to
    be f
    Friday, December 10th, 2010
    6:06 pm
    @@@@@ He didn't move; he just stared furiously
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    He didn't move; he just stared furiously while my heart restarted and my breathing evened outI
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    wonder I hadn't heard him sitting guard outside my cell
    But I had heardsomethingAs I remembered that, Jared shoved his extended arm closer, and the
    grating noise repeatedAt my feet was a broken sheet of plastic serving as a tray
    And on it…
    I lunged for the open bottle of waterI was barely aware that Jared's mouth twisted with
    disgust as I jerked the bottle to my lipsI was sure that would bother me later, but all I cared
    about now was the waterI wondered if ever in my life I would take the liquid for granted again
    Given that my life was not likely to be prolonged here, the answer was probably no
    Jared had disappeared, back through the circular entryI could see a piece of his sleeve and
    nothing moreThe dull light came from somewhere beside himIt was an artificial bluish color
    I'd gulped half the water down when a new scent caught my attention, informing me that water
    was not the only giftI looked down at the tray againThey were feeding me?
    It was the bread–a dark, unevenly shaped roll–that I smelled first, but there was also a bowl of
    some clear liquid with the tang of onionsAs I leaned closer, I could see darker chunks on the
    bottomBeside this were three stubby white tubesI guessed they were vegetables, but I didn't
    recognize the variety
    It took only seconds for me to make these discoveries, but even in that short time, my stomach
    nearly jumped through my mouth trying to reach the food
    I ripped into the breadIt was very dense, studded with whole-grain kernels that caught in my
    teethThe texture was gritty, but the flavor was wonderfully ri
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
    6:06 pm
    @@@@@For an instant he was tempted to say so, and
    @@@@@For an instant he was tempted to say so, and it made him laugh even moreIn the middle of his snickering he had a sudden image of his own wife in bed with another man at this exact moment, and there was a long empty second in his laughter when he felt nothing at all"Hey, Gallagher," he said furiously, "I bet you even look pissed-off when you're with your wife
    Gallagher looked sullen, and then unexpectedly began to laugh too"Aaah, fug you," he said, and that made everyone roar even more

    The little assault craft with their blunt bows looked like hippopotami as they bulled and snorted through the waterThey were perhaps forty feet long, ten feet wide, shaped like open shoe boxes with a motor at the rearIn the troop well, the waves made a loud jarring sound beating against the bow ramp, and already an inch or two of water had squeezed through the crevices and was sloshing around the bottomRed gave up the effort to keep his feet dryTheir boat had been circling for over an hour and he was getting dizzyOccasionally a cold fan of spray would drop on them, shocking and abrupt and a trifle painful
    The first wave of soldiers had landed about fifteen minutes ago, and the battle taking place on the beach crackled faintly in the distance like a bonfireIt seemed remote and insignificantTo relieve the monotony Red would peer over the side wall and scan the shoreIt still looked untenanted from three miles out but the ornament of battle was there -- a thin foggy smoke drifted along the waterOccasionally a flight of three dive bombers would buzz overhead and lance toward shore, the sound of their motors filtering back in a subdued gentle rumbleWhen they dove on the beach it was difficult to follow them, for they were almost invisible, appearing as flecks of pure brilliant sunlightThe puff their bombs threw up looked small and harmless and the planes would be almost out of sight when the noise of the explosions came back over the water
    Red tried to ease the weight of his pack by compressing it against the bulkhead of the boatThe constant circling was annoyingAs he looked at the thirty men squeezed in with him, and saw how unnaturally green their uniforms looked against the blue-gray of the troop well, he had to breathe deeply a few times and sit motionlessSweat was breaking out along his back
    "How long is this gonna take?" Gallagher wanted to know"The goddam Army, hurry up and wait, hurry up and wait
    Red had started to light a cigarette, his fifth since their boat had been lowered into the water, and it tasted flat and unpleas
    Monday, December 6th, 2010
    6:22 pm
    @@@@@By degrees the girls came to spend the chief
    @@@@@By degrees the girls came to spend the chief of the
    morning upstairs, at first only in working and talking, but after a
    few days, the remembrance of the said books grew so potent and
    stimulative that Fanny found it impossible not to try for books again
    There were none in her father’s house; but wealth is luxurious and
    daring, and some of hers found its way to a circulating libraryShe
    became a subscriber; amazed at being anything in propria persona,
    amazed at her own doings in every way, to be a renter, a chuser of
    books! And to be having any one’s improvement in view in her choice!
    But so it wasSusan had read nothing, and Fanny longed to give her
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    Mansfield Park
    a share in her own first pleasures, and inspire a taste for the biography
    and poetry which she delighted in herself
    In this occupation she hoped, moreover, to bury some of the recollections
    of Mansfield, which were too apt to seize her mind if her
    fingers only were busy; and, especially at this time, hoped it might
    be useful in diverting her thoughts from pursuing Edmund to London,
    whither, on the authority of her aunt’s last letter, she knew he
    was goneShe had no doubt of what would ensueThe promised
    notification was hanging over her headThe postman’s knock within
    the neighbourhood was beginning to bring its daily terrors, and if
    reading could banish the idea for even half an hour, it was something
    gained
    349
    Jane Austen
    CHAPTER XLI
    A WEEK WAS GONE since Edmund might be supposed in town, and
    Fanny had heard nothing of himThere were three different conclusions
    to be drawn from his silence, between which her mind was
    in fluctuation; each of them at times being held the most probable
    Either his going had been again delayed, or he had yet procured no
    opportunity of seeing Miss Crawford alone, or he was too happy for
    letter-writing!
    One morning, about this time, Fanny having now been nearly four
    weeks from Mansfield, a point which she never failed to think over
    and calculate every day, as she and Susan were preparing to remove, as
    usual, upstairs, they were stopped by the knock of a visitor, whom
    they felt they could not avoid, from Rebecca’s alertness in going to the
    door, a duty which always interested her beyond any other
    It was a gentleman’s voice; it was a voice that Fanny was just turning
    pale about, when MrCrawford walked into the room
    Good sense, like hers, will always act when really called upon; and
    she found that she had been able to name him to her mother, and
    recall her remembrance of the name, as that of “William’s friend,”
    though she could not previously have believed herself capable of
    uttering a syllable at such a momentThe consciousness of his being
    known there only as William’s friend was some supportHaving
    introduced him, however, and being all reseated, the terrors that
    occurred of what this visit might lead to were overpowering, and
    she fancied herself on the point of fainting away
    While trying to keep herself alive, their visitor, who had at first
    approached her with as animated a countenance as ever, was wisely
    and kindly keeping his eyes away, and giving her time to recover,
    while he devoted himself entirely to her mother, addressing her, and
    attending to her with the utmost politeness and propriety, at the
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    same time with a degree of friendliness, of interest at least, which
    was making his manner perfectPrice’s manners were also at their bestWarmed by the sight
    of such a friend to her son, and regulated by the wish of appearing
    to advantage before him, she was overflowing with gratitude—artless,
    maternal gratitude—which could not be unpleasingPrice
    was out, which she regretted very muchFanny was just recovered
    enough to feel that she could not regret it; for to her many other
    sources of uneasiness was added the severe one of shame for the
    home in which he found herShe might scold herself for the weakness,
    but there was no scolding it awayShe was ashamed, and she
    would have been yet more ashamed of her father than of all the rest
    They talked of William, a subject on which MrsPrice could never
    tire; and M
    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    5:56 pm
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    Aristocratic mouth agape, his pipe in midair in front of his chest, the director spoke“Do you
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    “Massive disinformation throughout the Far EastWhenever a killing of consequence took
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    Conklin looked at the analyst and answered in a monotone“A man who felt there wasn’t much
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    Friday, December 3rd, 2010
    5:59 pm
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    on her head in a mass of curls and tendrils so artful that they looked
    almost happenstanceThe white satin glimmered the narrow length of
    her body, and a silver-encrusted white satin train spread in a sinuous
    semicircle around the white satin slippers, with silver eelsWhy, I
    look like Grandma Robillard's portrait more than I look like meThe
    years of habitual girlishness fell awayShe was looking at woman, not
    the flirtatious belle of Clayton CountyAnd she liked hat she saw
    very muchShe was mystified and excited by this trangerHer soft
    lips quivered faintly at the corners, and her tilted yes took on a
    deeper, more mysterious sheenHer chin lifted in Supreme
    self-confidence, and she looked directly into her own eyes with
    challenge and approval
    "That's it," whispered Charlotte Montague to herself"That's he
    woman
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    "Easel," murmured the artist"Quickly, you cretinsI shall do
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    "I don't understand it," Scarlett said to Charlotte after the siting
    "It's like I never saw that person before in my life, yet I knew

    I'm confused, Charlotte
    "My dear child, that is the beginning of wisdom 04
    * * * "Charlotte, do let's ride one of those darling trams," Scarlett
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    "Then you agree? We'll take the tram?" Charlotte nodded
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